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 My Lovelife

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MHAINEniyakx





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PostSubject: My Lovelife   My Lovelife Icon_minitimeMon Mar 30, 2009 6:15 am

I had a crush on a
3rd year student.
We're schoolmates !

He thinks I'm cute !
It's our foundation
are intramural when
he first talked to me.

I have no feelings for
him that time cause
I don't know him
that much.

Then. he asked
my number and I
gave him nman !

Then, we became
close friends. But he
said that I'm more
than a friend for him.

That time I had
a deep feelings for
him na.

Many days passed
and my feelings
for him got deeper
and deeper. Until
I loved him na.

I didn't told him
my feelings but
he told me his
feelings for me

He said he loves
me. And he wanna
know my feelings
for him. I told him
the that I truly
love him. But
we cannot have
a relationship.

He accepted that.
He said that all
that matters is we
love each other.

Yes, we love each
other but I have
a doubt if I'm
doing the right
thing.

One day, I made
my decision. I
need to keep distance
from him and cut
all our connections
so that I'll forget
him and he'll forget
me.

He didn't give up
and every time
he see's me at
school. He's following
me and when I
am alone, he sits
beside me and
keeps on telling
me that he won't
give up.

Yes, I still love him
that time but
I already made my
decision.

One day, I think
of a plan to make
him forget me

I texted him
this message :
" ayaw ko na!
tama na ang lokohan.
Sawa na ako sayo !
di nman tlga kita
mahal ee ! niloloko
lng kita ! tigilan mo
na aq ! Hindi kita
mhal and hinding
hindi mamahalin ! "


He replied:
" hindi kita niloloko !
pero cung ikaw,
niloloko mo ako,
cge, lalayo na ako.
Sana maging
masaya ca "


He was mad at me !

DIdn't he realized
that that also
hurted me ??

I wasn't happy with
my decision but
it's for my own
good.

Until now, I still
love him.

And I promised
myself never have
a boyfriend until
I graduate high
school.

That was before
the school year
ended. But until
now, I'm still
broken. I still
love him )):
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nikka.xiii
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nikka.xiii



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PostSubject: Re: My Lovelife   My Lovelife Icon_minitimeMon Mar 30, 2009 10:06 am

Sad Awhhh.
That is so sad, sis you could've talked about it properly so you could've understood each other in a way that it's not the right time, and so on.
But, if he really loves you, he would wait for you.
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MHAINEniyakx





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PostSubject: Re: My Lovelife   My Lovelife Icon_minitimeMon Mar 30, 2009 8:27 pm

I talked to him properly but
he won't leave me alone
that's why I texted him
those words.
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akselamuffie
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akselamuffie



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PostSubject: Re: My Lovelife   My Lovelife Icon_minitimeMon Mar 30, 2009 8:33 pm

` weLL the decision was right
it's for your own good.
but you hurt him then
you hurt your self.
that was the bad pressure^^.
preho lng tau bwal mag ka BF ee.
- weLL and2 nmn ung PLURKER's
pag may problema ka Smile
hihih. geh TC lagi sis`!


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MHAINEniyakx





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PostSubject: Re: My Lovelife   My Lovelife Icon_minitimeMon Mar 30, 2009 9:06 pm

I hate when my
parents treat me
like a kiddo !
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akselamuffie
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akselamuffie



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PostSubject: Re: My Lovelife   My Lovelife Icon_minitimeMon Mar 30, 2009 9:11 pm

` For me i LOVED being a kiddoXD
cause i love being a TEENAGER:)
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aurelio
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aurelio



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PostSubject: Re: My Lovelife   My Lovelife Icon_minitimeFri Apr 03, 2009 4:06 am

ooh. ang SWEET naman xp
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blackmamba

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PostSubject: Re: My Lovelife   My Lovelife Icon_minitimeThu Apr 09, 2009 2:51 am

That's bittersweet. Although, I think you should have told him your true feelings. Tell him you are still not yet ready to be in a relationship with someone. And if he tells you he'll wait, then let him. But if he keeps on reminding you that he'll be waiting for you, then it's time to tell him something like, "You keep on telling me that you're going to wait, but what you're doing isn't waiting, it's nagging. If you really want to wait, then please wait quietly and patiently. You don't need to remind me that you'll be waiting every single time - I got the message the first time."

At least, that's what I would say. That's quite sad, you had to hurt him just so he would back off, and in the end you also hurt yourself, and you're still hurting. Well, if he really loves you then he will still be waiting, I'm sure. He's always somewhere out there.
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